Shaun told me my face was filling up with water.
Moments after being born
Tuckered out
up his IV
Daddy
Lexi was in love at first sight.
first time seeing him.
I love these great hospital bed pictures
Daddy and his Boy
He is soooo sweet and loves to cuddle with his mom.
I all ready have a good feeling about this baby of mine. He minds me. I asked him to wait until 36 weeks and he did that exactly. Saturday morning I was feeling a little crampy but whats new I have been feeling crampy for 4 weeks now. The crampiness never left but never got worse. By four o clock I decided to time them and they were 4 minutes apart. I knew I wasn't in labor but I still haven't forgot my labor with the twins, and I did not want to get to the hospital being dilated to a 10. It still kind of scares me. When I arrived at the hospital she checked me and I was still a 2. I have now been a 2 for 4 weeks and have contracted enough to have had 15 babies. I was FRUSTRATED!!! I was fine with not having a baby it was still early, but I was not fine with contracting my guts out and not having anything happen. My nurse told me they would watch me for an hour and then check me again. I knew that I would be going home, my contractions were still coming but no longer hurt. Shaun told me that I would not talk. Shift change happened and my new nurse Debbie came into check me. She said, "oh wow you are a 4+ and really thinned out." I was in shock!!! I looked at Shaun and then at the nurse. I really was in disbelief. She said, "you are staying to have a baby."
They admitted me to my room and I was now a 5+ feeling no pain at all. Not one ounce of pain. Debbie said I needed to get my epidural but I didn't want to get it yet, I needed to be in pain. She explained to me that with the chance I might have to have a c-section again I needed to get that epidural in place just in case. I did as I was told. It was the best epidural I have ever had. I could feel and move my legs. I could feel the tightening of my contractions just no pain. It was amazing.
Things were progressing quite nicely. My birthing party had arrived, and I was ready to get the show on the road. I made it to a 7+ and then stopped doing everything. No contractions, no dialating, no shaking ( I shake really bad during labor). Normally they would give me pitocin but with a previous c-section they won't. I stayed that way for a good hour or so, and then I got a fever. Things weren't looking good, and I did not want another c-section. Then out of nowhere I got a really bad cough. I was gagging I was coughing so hard, and magically I started contracting again.
I wanted Crew to be born on the 3rd and my time was running out. It was 10:30 and I really needed to get down to business. I told Debbie and Sharee (my other nurse, she also took care of baby after he was born) we had a deadline to meet, they probably thought I was crazy, but never let me know that. At 11:45 I was complete. I had 15 minutes to get baby out, and Dr. Young was being paged. I didn't know how I was going to pull this off. At 11:55 I started pushing, that is when I was informed that Crew was posterior ( that is when baby is face up) and that I would likely have to have forceps and that I would not meet my midnight deadline. This was my third posterior baby. Lexi was delivered that way, with forceps, it took 1 1/2 hours of pushing and left me with a horrendous recovery. With MaKaya Dr. Baxter turned her while I pushed. I told Dr. Young this, so he tried turning him. It hurt and was unsuccessful. I told him that I wanted to push and he said okay. I gave it all I had. I could feel my body working pushing this baby out. I didn't want to stop and loose the ground that I had gained, but I was starting to see stars. I took one quick breath and pushed again. And out came my baby boy. Debbie tells me that it is 11:58:59. I made it! My mom still has anxiety thinking about it, she has no idea how my Dr. caught the baby. There was no crowning of the head. All at once all of baby was here! He weighed 6lbs and 15oz and was 20 inches long. Good thing he came 4 weeks early. I was so relieved to have him here and not be pregnant anymore. I cried and cried and cried some more.
I love the feeling you get when you meet your baby. It is so incredible. I am so madly in love with my baby boy that sometimes I feel like I could burst. I wasn't scared to have a boy just not sure what to expect. Oh my gosh I love him!!! He is the sweetest yummiest little thing. I was hoping that I was done having babies but how could I never do this again. Having this sweet angel in my home has got to be what heaven is like.


